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another reminder for people who still actually follow me that i post much more often on my instagram, @ simplyasquid! i never have time for the more convoluted and time intensive process of scanning, uploading, and correcting categorizing my art on this website, and havent had that time of time for everything i draw in years now. 

so if you still are interested in my art, i recommend you follow my instagram instead. someday ill get back to being able to upload here, but its just inconvenient for me right now. 

thanks again!

Hey Kids it's been a whole 2 years since i posted any art on here! last year i was quite literally unable to draw as all my time was spent crying over my AP classes, but now im a senior and have 500% more time to spare and am taking my first official art class in 4 years. ill be posting again soon.

Thank you for sticking around so long. 

Sorry for the Immense lack of art being uploaded here! 

As time passes and I get better at drawing, I've approached a certain dislike for DA's handling of my stuff to be increasing slowly.

I'm a little more hesitant to upload much now, and I haven't actually much time to draw at all anymore outside of second doodles during classes. Naps and extra curricular take a lot out of ya, lemme tell you. 

Rest Assured!! This account is not abandoned. It just needs a little more love than I am currently able to give, and over the next break I should finally have time to actually go through and upload the art I've managed to sneak in time for.

Thanks for the patience guys.

AaaaaHHH Im so excited!

Despite going to bed at 5am I woke at 9 feeling energetic?? I very rarely feel that way that I get very excited omg

So!! I decided to get up and make breakfast for once and texted my s/o and they asked if they could come over and aaahhhh
Good morning uwu

No one is home but myself and my brother- so it's?? honestly perfect and Im so excited to see them and eat food and be awake and not tired and oh gosh I'm just oddly happy today

I hope everyone else has a good morning too!!  

aahhhh

I love my s/o so much.... they just... they respect me. So, so very much. They always ask what is okay, and though to other people that may seem over excessive?? to me? It's not. It's perfect. 

I have problems with physical contact- I know that. But a lot of people just.... don't. And they never will. 
But them?? They always ask, and they always respect, and they are so careful not to step over the lines Ive burned into the sand. They don't wait, or watch, they ask. Im used to people observing me for what's okay, but they just ask me what I'm okay with- and thats a big difference. 

Just today, they asked if I was okay with something new, and I... I always get a little overwhelmed when they ask. Just asking is new. No one asks. No one used to even watch. They just ignored, and it hurt.
Now? it's so much better. My friends know, and they acknowledge. Its not just another random fact to be swept under the rug- its something to considered in every interaction. 
One day when i was sad, two of my friends randomly did a very awkward looking pose in front of me. I got really confused, and they explained that they were trying to hug me. Without touching me. I almost cried. 
Another friend of mine is... a very touchy-feely type. She hugs everyone- clings to them, really- But she apologizes every time she moves towards me, when she remembers how she shouldn't do that to me. She remembers, even when being touchy is just what she does, and whats she's used to.
One of my friends asked constant questions, and tried different things, and found a way around it. He still high fives me, and hands me items, and can still fix my hair if its messy and i wouldn't be bothered- because he takes care not to directly touch my skin. That takes effort, to remember, and to fix.

They know, and they care. They try their best, even if they mess up sometimes... and that's more than anyone in the past ever bothered to do. I love these people, who i met here at this place. (even if ill never tell them bc thats really sappy of me.) 

Sorry for the rambles, its really unbecoming of me. but they won't see this, here.